Sometimes Hindsight Is Really Foresight Ignored

I'm so tired of this same fork in the road. It comes without the benefit of being beckoned. Like the five "I'm Closings" declared at the end of every fire-baptized preacher's sermon, it just is. Like the sunrise on a sweltering summer morning, it just is. Like rain drops falling as liquid tears, it just is. It's inevitable. The most remarkable thing about this fork in the road, this fork in my road, is that no matter how many times I come upon it, no matter that it is identical to my last fork in the road, no matter that I've had numerous stops at this very same junction, I always, always choose the same direction. The fact that I have chosen this direction countless times before with awesomely disastrous results has no bearing on my decision making process today. I would label it temporary insanity if not for the fact that the very definition of temporary means it lasts for only a limited period of time; meaning it's not permanent. So the only label i'm left with is to deem it as insanity, as extreme foolishness or irrationality that is detrimental to my Purpose. This will leave a mark. To analyze myself, to become transparent to my flaws, yes, this will leave a mark! TK Jordan - Author/Playwright